Just need to let it out

Saw my shoulder Dr yesterday whi informed me that my rotator cuff tear was much worse than they thought. I had the little screws put in and it’s re attached. They took out the bone spur & inflamed bursa. They told me ideally that I shouldn’t take the Celebrex because it can hinder the healing of the shoulder. Meanwhile the thumb joint/index finger on the same side of the surgery is getting terribly stiff & painful. Doc said due to the PaA I could take the Celebrex but I feel now that in doing so I will be extended the already long period of recovery. I get my infusion on Thursday so I will hold off until then. I can also restart my methotrexate this week. I guess I’m just feeling a bit down & frustrated with it all.