I’m feeling despondent tonight. I started Enbrel in January this year, after 2.5 years on Humira. Since then I’ve had pneumonia twice (once in each lung), bronchitis 4 times, several sinus infections, two ear infections, and a UTI (which was probably my own fault -must remember to drink things other than coffee during the day!).
Enbrel is great for my joints - my SI joints and lower spine are under control, my thumbs aren’t constantly swollen (like they were on Humira), my feet feel good - and pretty good for my fatigue.
So that’s fantastic for my PsA, but I’m sick ALL THE TIME it seems like. I try to remind myself how I couldn’t even walk in the months before I was diagnosed, so if the drugs that gave me my life back also make me sick, so be it, but that’s not working so well right now.
Oh and I have asthma, so every freaking lung infection turns into needing prednisone and nebulized albuterol to breathe.
I started this week on antibiotics for bronchitis, started feeling better, then came down with the flu. (And yes, I got my flu shot. And both pneumococcal vaccines.)
I was at least just diagnosed with hypogammaglobulinemia and my insurance approved subcutaneous injections of immunoglobulin to boost my immune system so I’m hoping that helps without screwing up all the autoimmune stuff - but for now I’m sick and starting to get some painful joints from skipping my enbrel injections while I heal from this latest round of sickness.
So - long post to say hey, life sucks. Which you’re all well aware of. I’ll let you know how the antibody infusions go though - maybe this time next year I won’t have been nearly so sick.