I find comfort in my pet as well, I guess that's one of the things we all seek. For me it's my dog...he's such good company. I do have trouble walking him at times when my hand is swelling. He likes to pull when he sees squirrels lol I'm working on finding a alternative to MTX....I just can't deal with the side effects and I was turning into someone else. My doctor doesn't know yet...I'm guessing he won't be too happy with me at my next appointment.