I am supposed to be going to a picnic, just can't get myself going, feel like I've been hit by a ball bat, then someone jumped in with a hammer, then run over by a truck to finish me off! Yes, that good!
It is an all emcompassing beating, places not supposed to be affected, like shins, forearms, ribs... this is in addition to the tail bone, the SI joint, wrists, knee, ankle, foot, neck, sciatica, and the ever debatable RSD.
I am going to go get a bath, shampoo and set my hair, and even attept a bit of make-up, wear some new clothes and sneeks and see if I can't just make it up the mountain to see my dear friend. She is one of the few people in my life that would and does understand if I just can't make it, so of course, I really want to go!!
I have almost become a hermit because it is such torture to ride in the car, even the great one my husband bought especially for me, still every little bump in the road brings on pain beyond definition and belief.
I feel as though I should be putting myself in the 'fairy tale' idea of the 'House' senerio, where you have a team of the very best diagnosticians in the country, allowing them finally decide all that is wrong with me, and proceed to properly treat it.
BUT, I am going to wash away the tears and try to get myself 'together' before my husband returns to get ready!! Wish me luck!
Opana, don't let me down!!!!