What's happening here

This is the latest with me. I feel like I’m continually whining. I’ve asked my primary care for a referral to a new rheumatologist. The one I currently have doesn’t believe anything I say. I saw an orthopedic this week. I have to have 2 surgeries in 1 shot. Trigger finger release ( I have 1 on each hand now) and carpal tunnel surgery. Hope to have that tbe 1st week in July. Both are on the right side. I feel sick all the time. Wanna lie down I’m so tired everyday. Want my life back!