Hi there!
So I’m from Sydney (the Australian Sydney), and write about wine (yes, it’s a tough gig).
Anyway, I’ve been lurking for a few months on the site and thought it was time to introduce myself. My story is perhaps unusual as my disease trajectory hasn’t followed the normal prognosis, but I’m stuck in the thick of it now (and keen to hear some other perspectives - I’ll get to that).
Apologies if this is a long read.
I was first diagnosed back in 2000 after developing stiffness in my wrist. I was just 19 and it seems like ancient history now! It took perhaps 6 months for a diagnosis and then my disease kicked off fast after that - I went from sore wrist, to dramatic inflammation in hands and feet within just a few months.
My memory is hazy about exactly what I took and when, but I tried gold salts and sulfasalazine with minimal effect. i still don’t know why or how I ended up stopping either DMARD after only a short time, however I found that I could cope ok just on Celebrex twice a day.
From there, I found my arthritis hit a point and then improved independently. I went from twice a day Celebrex, to one, to none, all in the space of probably 18 months. Then the stiffness and pain was gone. That was 15 odd years ago!
I still don’t know how I ended up landing in spontaneous remission, but since then I haven’t really thought much about arthritis. It was a part of my past. It was likely that I fitted into the category of ‘low disease activity’ for some of those years as I can recall the odd sore wrist and puffy finger flare (plus dactylitis in one toe). But long periods in between of minimal soreness or inflammation.
All of that changed last year. I run ultra marathons (or I did), and I found my ankle was persistently sore. I’ve had bursitis in that ankle before, but this was different. The pain didn’t go away after days off running. Looking for answers I ended up at the physio, which led to the osteo, osteo led to GP and GP then led me to rheumatologist as a long shot.
My GP helpfully ordered an MRI and lo and behold I had synovitis in the tendons of my ankle. My (helpful and supportive) rheumy pointed out that as the inflammation was so widespread, and given my history it was likely an arthritis flare up.
I was pretty depressed at the thought of having to fight arthritis again, even if it was just my ankle. I started on sulfasalazine (and Naproxen SR) as first choice DMARD back in October, hoping to knock it on the head. Surely I’d just start getting better quickly?
Nope. My arthritis got much worse even while taking sulfasalazine, with my CRP jumping from 7 in October to 28 in the beginning of December, and the stiffness and inflammation coming back with a bang in my fingers. Bugger!
What’s worse is that I ended up with a chalky taste in my mouth that wouldn’t go away. That was mid December, and the chalky taste went as soon as I stopped the sulfa - hello rare side effect - and that was that. Since then I’ve been on what the rheumy calls a ‘drug holiday’ to work out what to do next, with a blood test coming up in the next few weeks. Thankfully I’m feeling better since December (interested to see my CRP now), but I can’t ignore that my ankle is puffy and my hands are stiff and sore.
So the next question I have is what to do next. My rheumy has picked out leflunomide as my next course of action, but the contraindications with alcohol makes this a potential disaster zone for my job (I’m careful of how much I drink but alcohol is an unavoidable work hazard ha), and was the reason why I didn’t start on MTX.
The other option is what the rheumy called ‘the big hammer’ and go straight for the biologic option. It seems like a no-brainer to go straight to something that will likely help more effectively - my osteo is on Enbrel and calls it a life saver. But I’m also conscious of the side effects of the ‘big hammer’, and that I may even need to jump through more DMARD hoops to quality (though my rheumy thinks we can massage the paperwork to get me approved quicker).
In the meantime it has been doing my head in trying to work out exactly how my arthritis kicked off again after such a long time. I know I probably shouldn’t be preoccupied by this as there are no answers, but damn it is hard to get past!
Right now though I need to start thinking about what to do. Do I give leflunomide a go and just be even more vigilant about what I drink? Do I push for the ‘big hammer’? If I went down the Biologics road is Enbrel the best option or is another biologic a better starting point?
Apologies again for the long post and thanks for any feedback!