MTX night was Tuesday and since then I have gone downhill big time!!! my entire body is sore and swollen, ive felt sick and weak constantly and this cough is really killing my back! i cant even remember a time when my body was pain free, I really shouldnt complain because i know it could be so much worse but then sometimes i feel like i slip into a major depression moment and cry and ask myself could this get any worse? i just feel like i am never going to get any better and i will always be missing out on life because of my PsA. But then tonight when i felt at my lowest my 9 year old son Adrian snuggled in bed next to me and told me that he hopes i feel better and that he loved me and how great of a mommy i was, it was just what i needed in that moment so now i am trying to keep my head up and make it to Monday morning when i get to see my doctor again and hopefully start Humira!!!
fingers crossed! prayers sent out to all of you who are dealing with PsA.