Glad things are going better, amielynn--OMG horrible that you got such a bad case of strep! Thank God you're back on track with your Enbrel and you got the syringes. I'm the exact opposite--I do NOT want to see the needle and I highly doubt I could push it in. But we all have our fears for one reason or another, and thank God we have choices how to inject. I hope Enbrel continues to help you feel better!