Dammit. After flaring every other month since the summer and this week, flaring most probably because of a UTI last week and one of our cats dying in our arms around 3 this past Tuesday morning (that’s two we’ve lost this year) or both, today I was given the secondary diagnosis of Fibromyalgia Syndrome.
The rheumy NP made me face the fact that I’m not having a ton of muscle spasms. Rather, the knots in my back and shoulders are fibro knots, the issues I have with my chest wall when I flare and the problems I’ve had wearing a bra all day are because those areas are key fibro pain areas.
For the moment, I’m trying to remember that at least I have answers. I figure I’ll get disgusted (again) when I realize we’ve used another two jars of cocoa butter in no time massaging the knots.
Tomorrow, I increase my Gabapentin and we go from there. I need to work on reducing caffeine but I’m waiting until I’m on leave for Christmas/New Year to do that.