Hello,
I am very new to this forum and to online communities. Long story short... 3 years ago I was on a roll, going back to college and looking forward to a bright future with maybe a late kiddo in the near future (Was 36, now 39) But... I was living in constant pain and my left foot looked like something taken right of of a corpse. I knew about psoriasis. My Grandma had it, my mom has it, I had this spot in my ear that would not go away and thisthing my husbNd called "my rotten foot". M
ost importantly, I didn't know about psoriatic arthritis.
My fingers were so swollen, that I could barely manage to open my wallet to pay for the Xtra Strong Tylenol at the pharmacy when I ran into my mother. Being the mother that she is, she ran to the clinic and got me an emergency appointment. An hour later, I had RA and was on Celebrex and on the waiting list to see a rheumy.
6 months later, my husband was carrying me in his arms to get me to bed, I couldn't "manage" a toothbrush and would wrap a healthy wad of paper towels around most kitchen utensils so they wouldn't "hurt my hands". I was walking with a cane 3 days out of 7 and would sleep less than 3-4 hours a night. It took my family doctor seeing how miserable I was for me and send un a recommendation to finaly get a call from the rheumy.
And it came down... Psoriatic Arthritis. What? Does that even exist?
Was put on Methotrexate pills and managed it for a while. Then my stomach couldn'd live with those 5 pills anymore so each of my Saturdays for a month 1/2 were punctuated with vomit and diarrhea. Yay! That also meant I wasnt taking my medication. The pain and swelling came back like 2 bitches on the prowl.
I'm now on a 8 week run of Prednisone (my face looks like a beach ball and a waist is something of the past) and on
Methotrexate injections at the maximal dose allowed.
Plans for a kid are now on hold until I get a grip on that thing but I'm not getting younger. I fear I will never have kids because of PsA and I am angry that life life dealth me such a shitty hand. I need support from people who understand the disease and just need a place to vent where people do no se you as just a lazy ass. I'm hoping for a safe haven.