Here’s my story…
My neck has hurt since I was in around 7th grade, my family doctor at the time prescribed me muscle relaxers and told me to take Advil. The muscle relaxers made me sluggish and I stopped taking them. I learned to live with the pain, it has hurt every single day all the way up to present.
Then in my early twenties, my knees started hurting me. Not badly but enough to be uncomfortable. I then started getting dry skin on my right knee cap. I though nothing of it and just scratched at it. It kept getting larger and then my left knee cap developed the dry skin. It then spread to my genitals (EEK) which was VERY uncomfortable.
At this point I sought medical help from my primary doctor. He just gave me some creams that kept it at bay but didn’t improve any. It spread to the corners of my eyelids, and the patches on my knees enveloped the entire knee caps and a couple inches above and below.
By this time I had developed serious depression, which I just dealt with, and the knee and neck pain was worsening, which I sought a chiropractor for. Nothing was seeming to help. I had gotten married and moved to another state by this time, and switched doctors a few times.
Finally I found a dermatologist who injected steroids directly into my plaques and they started clearing. I couldn’t see him any longer due to his schedule so I switched AGAIN, and this time I was put on the gel form of Clobetasol, which really works for my knees. For the genitals, I was put on a synthetic vitamin D cream that peels the skin… forget the name but I hate the stuff. This dermatologist recommended me to see a rheumatologist due to my joint pain and pitting in my nails (which I was told was due to my vitamin deficiancy, although I take a multi-vitamin…).
The rheumatologist, who also happens to see my wife (more on that in a minute), speedily diagnosed me with PsA. No question. I was put on Sulfasalazines for a few weeks and they just made my stomach hurt. We passed on the Methotrexate because, I don’t want to take chemo and would like to have kids at some point in the near future. I took prednisone but didn’t see any improvements.
She recommended Enbrel to me. It then took over 2 months to get my insurance to cover the medicine in its injectable form. What a stress that was… In the meantime I was given samples of Humira to get the process started. I’ve taken 5 shots of Enbrel so far. I haven’t noticed any improvement as of yet.
I’m not sure if it’s due to the season, but I actually feel a lot worse the last week. When I wake up, I am fatigued. (BTW I also have sleep apnea and use CPAP) My first steps of the day are killer as my feet and lower back hurt until I’ve been going for a while. My fingers hurt to button up jeans and shirts. My neck always hurts. My knees hurt so bad that I have to sit down regularly to rest. Walking up stairs is ridiculously hard.
I work as a Diesel Mechanic and I am scared that I may not be able to continue working in this great paying job for very much longer… it’s hard just to get to work every day let alone do some of the very strenuous tasks that are expected of me. I feel fatigued most of the day except for about 2 hours when I feel “normal” again and can concentrate. Brain fog comes and goes.
I also have been going to see a physchiatrist and counselour, and was diagnosed with dysthymia and moderate depressive psychosis. I was taken off of my ineffective medication, Lexapro, and put on Viibryd. It has helped my mood quite a lot, I’m not on the verge of a breakdown and suicide anymore. The way Viibryd works though makes it impossible to take Tramadol. I was prescribed Tramadol after going to the hospital a couple months back and about had a Seritonin Syndrome happen… I could barely move or walk.
I’m worried as of late though because it seems as though my pain is progressing. It seemed to get worse after my diagnosis, if that makes sense? Like my body is rebelling to the medication…
My wife has been diagnosed with RA, and is on Humira injections. We understand each other’s pain pretty well at least. Most days we slum around the house trying to get the energy to clean and do chores. It makes it difficult having both of us with issues.
My wife’s sister has RA and AS… she is on Metho.
My wife’s mom has RA, Lupus… I don’t know what she is on.
Sorry for the long read but that’s me.