Good question. My list is lonnnnnnnng and Iām not sure itās even complete, since Iām still waiting to see the āexpertsā and there are symptoms that may or may not be part of my PsAā¦
- A period of very significant stress just before I became ill - many of my symptoms were put down to this (and stress may in fact have caused some of them - or my PsA - who knows);
- My age (mid 40s at the time) and GPsā attitudes - they were very ready to dismiss many of my symptoms as āperi-menopausalā;
- My weight - my joint pain was certainly attributed to this;
- Presenting first with joint pain that was diagnosed as āmoderate osteoarthritisā and considered āearlyā but seen as something that ājust happens sometimesā;
- Previous diagnoses of osteoarthritis and hypermobility syndrome, which could explain many of my symptoms;
- A whole load of symptoms that come and go, and didnāt present simultaneously for a long time, so the ābig pictureā was missed (by me as well as doctors);
- Apparently I have a less usual form of psoriasis, inverse psoriasis (though I am still waiting to see a dermatologist to confirm), which no one recognised. I have been investigated for a whole load of other conditions, including eczema, scabies, ringworm and even herpes, but tests were always negative and no one saw the pattern;
- Being sero-negative: all my blood tests are within normal range;
- A hip replacement 2 years ago (nearly) which obviously got everyoneās attention - including mine - and masked other emerging issues, especially bursitis and knee swelling and pain;
- Pain spreading to so many places that doctors (who think rather mechanistically IMO) are inclined to think it must be all in my head;
- Doctors not knowing much about enthesopathy at all, which I think I really clearly have, and which is the major cause of my pain, but only my GP shows any interest in this at all so far;
- The fact that my local hospital has no permanent rheumatologists, just a string of locums. I saw a good one about 3 years ago who I reckon might have got to the PsA diagnosis sooner, if Iād ever seen him again;
- Doctors who donāt listen or respect what patients have to say about their own health; I reckon that if I was less assertive, and hadnāt changed GPs, Iād still be undiagnosed;
- The loss of confidence that comes from not being listened to or believed; a large part of me
still thinks Iām a hypochondriac;
- Possibly a high pain threshold. Iāve never thought of that before, but local anaesthetic doesnāt work well on me, and I have had fillings with no anaesthetic at all and a 32 hour labour with only gas and air, so maybe thatās a factor for me too;
- An upbringing that expected stoicism; and a sort of expectation of ill-health: my mum was dying of cancer throughout my teens, and my dad was ill from then on⦠So I think maybe I just expect middle age to be like thisā¦;
- General fragmentation of the health service that means no one has had an overview: in the past 4 years Iāve seen 6 GPs, 3 rheumatologists, 2 orthopaedic surgeons, a surgical podiatrist, 3 other podiatrists, an orthoticist, 4-5 physios, an occupational therapist, an ophthalmologist⦠As far as I rememberā¦! Itās not until I started keeping copies of all my own health notes and sort of ācase managingā myself that I began to build up a pictureā¦
Iāll stop now
