I'm a very, very slow learner. Is this a symptom of PsA? I wish I could blame it on the disease but I'd never get away with that - there are some very sharp brains around here. Anyway, not saying I'm thick ... I've thought my way through, round and over all sorts of sticky situations. I just take my time and then some!
A case in point is flares. Flare-ups. I have clocked that this is not a precise term. It's just a word we use when our symptoms worsen. That's right isn't it? But just think about that word .... the minute I hear it I imagine flames ..... all was calm, then Whoosh!! Like a forest fire, out of control, destroying everything in its path.
Given these rather dramatic associations and of course the fact that actual PsA flares can be vicious, I fear the worst almost every time my symptoms worsen. It's going to be a disaster I know, it's going to be an inferno. But the thing is, these days it never is.
I've been through the fire. And those of you who still are, my heart goes out to you. But for some years now the words flare and flare-up do not apply to me and I should not use them. They are way too inflammatory!
I guess the worst of my inflammation is under control. So what does happen when my disease makes its presence felt that bit more? I'm thinking more in terms of the opposite of flares .....damp, grey, heavy, miserable, sodden ..... more like summer gone wrong than anything. Where I live, I should know by now that the weather can change in an instant. But it is still a temperate climate.