Sorry, I don’t usually need to rant/vent about my daily life/activities, but I think I’m going to go crazy sometime during the next 10 days. If I make it through Christmas, I’ll be okay, but the stress of the season is starting to show in icky ways–I’ve had poor sleep (which isn’t too abnormal for me), chest pain and heart palpitations, nervous jitters, more joint pain than I’ve had in a long time and my ears are ringing louder than ever!!! I need a maid, a psychiatrist, a personal shopper (any kind of personal assistant would be nice right now) oh, and I massage would feel great…I’m about ready to take a drink, something I haven’t done in 45 years!
My husband agreed to have a surgery on his hand next Monday–my day off work to get things done, at least keep up on things–I’ll need to be his driver and caregiver all day. I can’t believe he couldn’t put it off until after X-mas. Now he’ll be no help to me at all! I have a dermy appointment Tuesday morning, work 5 hours, then a rheumy appointment in the afternoon. I have Wednesday off, but I’m afraid to look at my calendar 'cuz who knows what’s on my schedule for that, my other day “off” !!!
I’m hoping by releasing some of my anxiety I’ll feel a little better (I can only hope) and if anybody else wants to join in this pity party or whatever it should be called, come on in! – maybe we’ll get some humor (you comedians know who you are). It just might help us all put things into perspective and realize we can handle it!