Your post @a.laker28 made me smile. I haven’t updated this forum on my issues with HAH. I sort of felt I had taken up enough time with my issues and whinging of a lack of cogent risks being told to me about Benepali and/or biologics anyway.
So I think I left off where I was expecting HAH to deliver me my first lot of Benepali to last a month, last Friday. They didn’t. They re-arranged me for Monday. I got a text saying the delivery would be before 10am. Then got another that it would be from 11am to 1pm. It turned up at 4pm. The dog by then was desperate for a walk. And I was fuming. The delivery guy was in quite a state. He needed to use my loo and I gave him a cold drink. He told me (as I suspected anyway) that things need to change as regards their delivery system for my area anyway as it’s in a mess. He was sweet, kind and just exhausted.
I had anyway been on to HAH most of Monday. They were exceptionally idiotic and patronising frankly. I was deeply unimpressed.
As you know from the start, they told me no nurse was available in my area until 10 days after their delivery, which they had already held up by 3 weeks anyhow.
So I got to thinking. If their professional indemnity insurers allowed delivery of this rather expensive drug without a nurse to administer it for 10 whole days after the delivery, the likelihood of me dropping dead from just injecting it myself without a nurse simply had to be minimal. As otherwise they simply would have been prevented from doing such a delivery anyway. And given I wasn’t appropriately risk assessed for possible side effects (the subject heading of this thread) again the risk to me was or had to be just minimal. It simply had to be. Otherwise such a delivery, with the lack of an available nurse nonsense, would not be permitted.
So I read the instruction sheet which covered the length of my dining room table and thought ‘shucks this isn’t hard to do, is it?’ And glory be, I even had a video to watch if I wanted, I didn’t bother. My fingers couldn’t extract the chip thing to put it in my laptop anyway. Sigh.
At 7.30am the next morning, totally alone as my partner wasn’t turning up till 9am (he thankfully doesn’t live with me, most of the time, although he’s lovely anyhow), I executed the said injection. Given I knew he was turning up, he’d either find me dead (totally unlikely) or needing an ambulance, (very unlikely). So I sort of felt covered.
It was easier and a lot less painful than the mxt one I did on my own too. No nurse was ever offered for me for that one though. And in my mind now the effects of mxt on me were far, far worse than this one. I didn’t drop down dead. I didn’t get any injection site reaction. I didn’t feel weird an hour later as I did with mxt. I was just perfectly fine. I didn’t get a stuffy nose or feel in anyway different either.
What I can say now is that my hands feel a bit better. (I might now be able, if I could be bothered, extract the chip thing to put in my computer to see the video on how to inject myself. I’m so not bothered though.) My feet though aren’t better yet, not at all. I’m hoping by next Tuesday or the Tuesday after, maybe my feet will feel just a bit better then. Who knows?
Here’s hoping for both you and me though, it just works. As for HAH I’m so looking forward to dealing with them again for my next delivery at the end of the month. My guess is they aren’t looking forward to dealing with me. Their delivery driver might be, though. If he’s the same one.
And now I’ve just thought, as no nurse visit for me was organised by them, given it’s Friday now and my delivery was Monday, if they actually were concerned this drug might of killed me, wouldn’t you think, they might have called me by now? Just to see???
Sorry I’m so sarcastic as to my experience. But truly, it is funny, isn’t it?
But hand on heart I so hope it just works for just both of us. I’m presently hopeful quite honestly. Hope you are too. 